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i ate an entire box of matzoh last night for dinner b/c that was the
only thing around - except for the tin of macaroons that i ate. i had 380% of
my daily value for saturated fat. but i don’t think i’ve been getting enough
saturated fat lately. it felt good.
i loved it. it was like christmas in may. oooor, it was like passover in may. it was
great.
i gave up on sleep-aid-rebellion-2005. but not only did the random meds i ingested (mostly cough syrups) not put me to sleep, but i developed a cough. barely five minutes after ingesting a month’s worth
of cough medicines, i’m hacking up a lung. irony.
as….perhaps i’ve mentioned before, i don’t sleep. and the past weeks have been
insanity. possibly some of the worst insomnia of my life. i slept for 3 hours
2 nights ago. that’s the grand total that i can remember. i watch my clock
turn to whatever time it’s set for, and then i turn it off before it wakes
M. up. it’s like in dreams for an insomniac - which is not a bad movie.
i’m smidge biased maybe b/c it’s the only movie we own aside from my south
park dvd and a bollywood workout tape. also fine films.
but after a while these three movies get old. i finished the friends dvd’s and
the first season of full house…
which is all irrelevant anyway, b/c i found out last night that we apparently get:
free HBO. i was quite excited. but i doubt i’ll actually use it.
i’m done. i’m crazy. and i’m done.
