like middle school but taller

i’m single now. i miss Y, but i f-ing love it. singlness. i just don’t think i’m very good at it so far.

so there’s the lumberjack. who’s decent and who likes me, but who turned from the most easy-to-be-around guy i know into the most awkward person on the planet. there may be a reason for this sudden change in awkwardness, but we’ll go ahead and omit that for now. there’s the lumberjack.
(okay fine. he was my panic-drink-myself-retarded-hookup-w/-anyone-who’s-not-Y guy. twice.)

then there’s platonic guy. who totally caught me off guard. in his defense, i’m retarded: i went back to his house for a ’sleepover’ b/c it was raining and cold and 10 times closer and he said he’d drive me to class the next morning. he invited another person back too, but they disappeared. i thought the sleepover would be great - b/c we’re just. that. platonic. i’m [insert PC word for 'retarded' here]. anyway - there’s more there, but i’m gonna just skip it get onto my weekend plans.

so the lumberjack, platonic guy, and i are all friends from last year - we met at the same thing and hung out constantly. there’s another guy too who we’re all friends with, and he’s organized a get together dinner - which have always been awesome, - so that we can all get together before thanksgiving.

ALL of us - the awkward lumberjack, his good friend platonic guy, and person #4. who knows nothing about my questionable behaviour with certain other members of the group.

that’s happening this friday at a nice hibachi sushi place downtown. the LJ doesn’t - and can’t ever - know about the LBG-platonic guy-sleepover, even though little happened b/c i pushed him off b/c he’s PLATONIC guy.

i’ll let you know how this one turns out. for now i’m just excited to see what friday night brings. it may bring sake all around so that each member of this fantastic reunion can deal with the situation.

anyway that’s my story. there’s more lot’s more. but i’ll hold on to that for now.

t-minus 5 days til i get to go HOME!!

wow i really hope there’s no way that this blog is not anonymous..


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