life is good

 so. i guess it’s relatively early. i fell asleep around 8pm, so i guess i’m done for the night. why not ramble.

i think in a little bit i’ll look up frequent flier miles to istanbul. not b/c i have a strong enough desire or much justifaction for going to visit istanbul, but because…i’m just curious, if ending up in lebanon for a little while could happen. this doens’t mean that if it’s possible that i’m gonna try to go…just that it’d be interesting to see…if maybe there is a way.

there so isn’t. anyway.

i’m out of nyc at least until my next interview next week. and i’m so happy to be getting away. hazardous. i love nyc though.

i hate not living anywhere. on the one hand, it’s nice to know i have so many friends who are willing to put me up here and there. on the other hand, everything’s scattered and i don’t live anywhere and it stresses me out. i want to leave my toothbrush in the bathroom. dirty laundry in a basket. etc etc wah wah wah.

i charge my phone in restaurants, i use NYPL for internet access and borders to relax and do some reading, i use sephora to fix my face-situation in the morning, and other than that i walk and wander. and it’s not bad at all. i also haven’t started real work yet. and won’t until next week.

i like it. it’s resourceful. capable. and only a little bit disheveled. i’m gonna go. i really wanted sleep. sleep makes everything soo very much better. and i’d like to have an early day tomorrow. we’ll see how this one goes..

i wish i were back in haiti. i’m going to china in a few weeks. holy moly.