life is good

so i haven’t had real internet access in a while. i keep going on random 3-day trips here and there so idk when i will. i’m still mildly jobless and probably will be until i stop constantly leaving town. i’ve been mooching. it’s been lovely. i’m interviewing with a temp agency in the city next week though and i start my volunteer work in the nyc next wednesday, so the laziness will have to end. it’s sooo cold here. technically i guess it’s in the 90s, but i’m still freezing. anyway. i put up the haiti pics on facebook. i’m gonna go back and edit the bad ones out, -just wanted to get them up for people. alright i gotta go give mama chuang her computer back. sorry if this is a really boring post - i was on that 6am wake-up schedule for a while, which was great. but after a week with ev my sleep schedule’s back to being really messed up. or nonexistent. we slept from 7am to noon today. i don’t know how she lives like this. but then i don’t really understand how i’m still alive sometimes. anyway. i had a lot of little realizations after haiti. not in a good way either. i was in ithaca yesterday listening to a girl whine about the design of her ruby/diamond ring. normally, even on an non-moralixtic/righteous day this type of conversation would make me want to vomit, but this tine i just couldn’t stop thinking about how that is one of the last things in the world that matters. it’s things like that. - just feeling a little moralistic/righteous right now. and definitely appreciating running water/clean drinking water quite a bit. still sickly though. but eh. -nowhere near as bad as at HAS. that one was a doozy.