life is good

i’m late. i started today off by waking up 3 minutes before class and it’s just been late ever since. i have about 30 things scheduled for the next few hours and i can’t even focus on blogging with all the distractions…

i’m such a sketchy person right now. i don’t understand-idk what’s going on right now…

i do know i’m probably an awful person and am starting to wonder
if E and D are right that i’m only gonna end up w/ alcoholic assholes, eventually
picking the most abusive to be my husband.

it’s nauseating though. but E made it w/ SketchyR for 3 months. inspiration?…
i’m such a shithead.
sorry there’s a lot of guilt going on here right now.

my friend’s a psych major and she was telling me that there was a study where they
found that it takes half the time of the relationship to fully get over the relationship.
on average.

say you’re married for 8 years and then break up- that’s another 4 years of your life minimum that you’re
down for the count. that advice did not help me out in my mission..

i’m never getting divorced. which might be an issue since i plan on getting married about
11 times. i love weddings… -when i tell mr p these plans he says that i had better marry rich. every time. cause he’s not paying for any of the 11. this might be a problem since i’m apparently doomed to be with losers.

why am i thinking about this. i should be thinking about corporate human rights behavior.

i make bad decisions. i don’t make decisions.

-just made the decision to not-post a lot of this one though…..just in case anyone stumbles over it. paranoia?