life is good

mkay. i’m a nice person. but GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

if you call and text and email and message and im me 4 times every hour and get little response with no encouragement whatsoever, don’t show up at my classes. and if things just get worse and worse - aka if i get bitchier and bitchier, DON’T COME TO MY ROOM AT 10PM. 

don’t memorize my schedule. don’t be too nervous to be normal around me. stop acting weird and just go back to the way you were when you knew i had a boyfriend. friends. you were soo cool. what happened? now i wanna scream and kick you when i see you. hear from you. know that you exist.

i’m a nice person.    

“oh i think your screen name must’ve blocked mine, so i created another one so i could see you online. you can add that one to your buddy list”

TAKE A FREAKING HINT. 

“people who live here are so nice. they just let me in and told me which floor you live on and then pointed me toward your room”

if bin laden came knocking we’d open the door and help him with his bags in this building.

ohh the things that could slip out of this mouth. if i weren’t a nice person. but i’m a nice person.  

costa rica. the ppl the food the life, i love. pura vida. costa rica. w/ NB. we talked and she told me about drinking. and other stuff. i think she’s healthier now. more health for her means less worry for me. it was a lovely lovely time.

imperial. costa rican cerveza. in a word: awful. Manuel Antonio. costa rican beach town. in a word: absolutelyamazingunbelievablygorgeous. you know me i gotta experience everything. and sometimes it’s stout and watery and sometimes it’s absolutely amazing. but there’s value there.

and sometimes random unwanted guests walk into your room. AHHHHHHH.  

back to the wrap up: i got into a program/scholarship thing where they pay and I go to China for 5 months. i had like zero chance of getting in. i can’t believe i’m going to china for 5 months. 4.

i got the flu. i’m always sick. i missed 3 midterms and have to make
all of them up and do an essay on a book i haven’t read and am
intellectually unable to read: tomorrow. i’m doing awful in school.

my cousins just had babies.. so many babies. things here are good. i’m
always sick. i like dancing. i just got back from everything and have
internet access and read all the email circle’s emails from the past
week and a half and i must say i love my friends.

okay. quick recap of my life over the past 2 weeks done. interrupted really.  

life is so good. i can’t wait to see E. maybe i’ll explain
things sometime. like after this week is over.

peace out cub scout.

ps. i love the chronic. WHAT? -cles of narnia.

Capricorn, You are all set to head off in a new direction, for you see the potential and you know
how you can make the most of it. Still, something holds you in place, preventing you from
bolting forward, especially if it involves love. You aren’t really interested in the
quick fix. You want long term solutions and relationships that can stand the test of
time. Slow your pace and temper your excitement for the best results.