never a dull moment
i want a dull moment. i came on the compute to blog a bit, catch in some dullness, and the distractions start up again. ppl see a light on and come in, ppl see the idleness leave from my screenname and they start im-ing. i hate im-ing. i want some dull.
i can’t complain. i had an amazing…end of the day. i have AMAZING tickets to the next few UNC basketball games. tonight was the first one, vs Georgia Tech, and we won. we sucked and were down by 20 points, and then we won.
my day, see also: every other day this week, - is non-stop. 7am to 10pm and no naps inbetween. it’s not that it’s bad non-stop, - sometimes it’s amazing non-stop. there’s never a dull moment. there’s ust exhaustion.
today we got in bagpipes and some basketball, clogging and some contra, turkish coffee, a chinese test, and almost 2 hours of completely conscious econ. that last one’s a stretch. my head did the nod and jerk thing a couple times, but i put in some REAL effort. last time i just gave in with 20 minutes to go and put my head down on the desk. once the head goes down it’s over and it doesn’t resurface until guy next to me hits me and tells me that it’s over.
i sit in the front row too. i can see better there, but mostly it’s so that i’ll feel obligated out of respect (not dignity - i’ll snore and drool in front of 30 other people without a second thought..), but out of respect for the professor who’s planned a lesson and who is presenting it 3 feet away from my snoring head. i love him too. but sometimes it just happens. narcoleptically. that’s right. narcoleptically.
anyway, i had some classes, some culture, dancing and basketball, etc. - it’s not been a wasted day. just too full…most of them are. - my humble opinion. and i even skipped bellydancing tonight. i realize it’s possible that i have a tendency to plan too much for myself…and maybe the priorities at times should shift away from bellydancing and more towards studies and general health…but anyway. we’ll work on that one. maybe.
actually this reminds me: i have to skip something/ reschedule for tomorrow too, cause i have no memory and i promise to be at 3 things at 7pm. we’ll see how that one works out. for now i gotta get off this computer so that the distractions stop and think i’m asleep.
and now i’m just rambling. and now it’s 1am. and time to go.
bonne nuit.
