life is good

Internships? Studying Abroad? Getting a job? Community Service? School? - Spring Break? Summer? Fall Semester? Tomorrow?’

Tomorrow. I see my first real ballet tomorrow. Swan Lake. So excited. But also stressed, cause things like that (and superbowl chaos) suck your time and you’re left with piles of work and a new Grey’s Anatomy to choose between. Oh Sundays..  

The hibernation has been post-poned. I’m conducting instead my own form of hibernation. it’s…working…

I love languages. I wish I could just change my major to languages. and writing. and math. and some polisci and asian studies…  I’m having a hard enough time with Chinese this year though. it’s kicking my ass. Anyway.  

i love chess. and i just found people to play with. and by ‘play with’, i mean ‘kick my ass’. it’s great. i love games. and drawing. in the end it looks like someone gave a 3-year-old a crayon. but i feel expressed.

Haven’t talked to my friends in a while. months. E. and I have a phone-date set for tomorrow afternoon and we have hours of catching up to do. Days. All my NYers seem to be mildly falling apart.. i give it a month or two before things really start being better for them. but when they ask i say it’ll be a week tops. pobrecito.

Alright I’m off to go do some work (yes, on a Saturday night..). So much that I could say though. interesting things i promise - my professor wears an eye-patch and his sole comment on one girl’s 20-page paper was “Fuck you”, - I walked out of my class and there were llamas in the parking lot. I followed them until the older couple w/ them let me touch them and told me why there were llamas in the parking lot. it was for a ‘musical performance’. i asked if the llamas would be singing and no one found it even a little bit funny or even answered me. that was the end of my encounter with the llamas. but really - there are interesting things.- today i went to a new year’s celebration - i salsa dance and grocery shop - i’m working on buying my first nice business suit..    

All of these are good stories. and if they aren’t, I could make them into good stories.   

But sometimes it’s necessary to ramble and not worry about interesting. see also: coherent.  Recklessly dumping things out of your mind. I’m done now. Yesterday an Arnold Schwarzenegger movie made me cry. Done for real. Time for work. Wan an.