So.
So.
Between the bags full of UJB’s unwanted dvds, and the dvd player Sis gave me for my birthday, our room has turned into the hide-away for all the people who don’t want to go out on the weekend. It’s great.
Back at school now, and it’s busy busy. I’m ready for it though, even mildly excited. Though the credit hours somehow managed to creep back up into the maximum allowable range again.. It’s fine though, cause I wasn’t planning on leaving my room much this semester. See also: the Library. I’ll swim and I’ll grocery shop, maybe even start running again. I’ll do photo when I have ‘the chance’, etc. but ‘going out’ - that won’t be fitting in to my hermit lifestyle. The same hermit lifestyle I had planned for last semester before it was corrupted by friends and social lives and other things that don’t deserve blog-space. but this time, is different. All my friends are studying abroad or have graduated. - not an exaggeration: ALL of them. and, thank goodness no one reads this blog, b/c I can say that I’m…definitely more than 50% happy about that.
Don’t get me wrong, my friends are great. and after an entire semester friendless i’m sure i’ll get lonely, but…can’t say that i’m not really really looking forward to being left to my hermitting.
sigh. I wish I had had more time for..everything before school started. My NY friends are still on break for another week and I’ve already turned in my first assignments. But I can’t complain - I had an amazing and relaxing break. I’ve been trying to figure out where to put everything and how all the even mildly-breakable things are going to survive dorm-life, as most non-plastic things don’t last too long around here..
Anyway, I should go and do some more work. I’m figuring out my summer. my future. and i’m excited. Excited. See Also: mildly scared. - I don’t want to handle things..wrong.ly, I’m not sure how to handle things…right.ly, and i don’t want to come off as an incompetent little girl who can’t handle anything.
At the same time I realize that I am in fact incompetent - I’ve taken maybe 3 or 4 courses that hold mild relevance and have no experience whatsoever. But that’s what this time of life is I guess. that’s what all the applications and the internships are - they’re working on making me less and less incompetent. I just want to give it my best shot.
So that’s the latest stress. I think my plan is to do some more economics homework until I can get a bit of help going over things. So I’m still working on the summer plans..
So.
