life is good

 i suck at school - not as much as i suck at life though, because at least in
school i’m pulling d+’s. in life i’m just failing. getting my
license revoked, getting rejected from everything i apply to, disappointing
sp, getting kicked out of housing, not having any money or a real job
to attept to make money, and being a bitch to random passersby who                                       may or may not deserve it.

never sleeping, always sick, and i didn’t realize til i just read over that last paragraph,
but i’m gonna go ahead and add ‘mildly depressed’ to that list as well.

and for the absolute most retarded reasons in the world forever.

all i want is my NY friends.

this past week has felt like hell, like it’s taken 2 years to go by. but
tomorrow, it ends. and next week might suck just as much, but i have a few
days: the weekend.
my classes end tomorrow at 3:50pm. we’ll take things from there.

sorry if you were in any sort of good mood before reading this.

i saw a lot of glittery squirming lights last night. everywhere i looked. at first it was
scary, and i thought i was going blind, but then when they were gone i secretly tried                   to get them back.
that’s the most uplifting story i have right now.

goodnight.