life is good

lovely

so i don’t sleep ever. i have these rebellions against my combinations of motion-sickness or flu-season substances to prove that i don’t need to take them. i haven’t slept in 2 days. tonight, i go back to the drama and the nyq.
Defeated.
wind sucks. also, my car got towed again. it’s cool. i know where to find it when they tow it now, and it’s not like i pay. fucker. fucker. 140$ more dollars.
fucker.
i must admit the cold and flu aisle at the pharmacy has become my
favorite.

there’s a ‘dxm beginner’s buying guide’ - version 3.0. fucked up. there’s also sites that explain how to be a better anorexic, so i guess it’s not that weird. wow.

crazy right now.

back. cold, but not actually cold. 

my prof pretended to not be himself, and i so mentioned he was
gay and then messed up his name. he still let me into
his class. i love him. also, i love the rastafarian. also, i love my french teacher who’s my age and doesn’t speak english. also, i love my
classics teacher who’s also my age, and who also doesn’t speak english. i don’t love my job.

i sleep great now. drama. greeeeaat. and there’s no one here to ration them or hide the little bottle.

i drink milk now. that’s how thirsty i am. i bought tylenol pm,at
the advice of sarah from cornell - and it better be worth it b/c it’s 6
bucks for 24 capsules. if i take 4 each night, that’s like a dollar a day on sleeping. idk how rich this sarah chick is, but i can’t afford
that..unless it’s worth it, and the box is very convincing. it even says, ‘not habit-forming’, but i might become immune.

dramamine immunity comes quick.
also expensive. i need to find a cheaper way to sleep.

i’m gonna go eat. and read my tylenol pm box. and be the little insomniac that i am.