life is good

‘rest in peace’ are such trivialized words. insufficient words.

so the person who’s probably the closest to me here told me tonight that i’m only physically present at best. and i can’t say that that’s not completely true. i’m not here. not in any way that means anything. my body just happens to be here and it’s deteriorating and wandering at its best.

je gâche la vie et personne ne peuvent le savoir. i am invinsible.   

i need marcus aurelius. until then, i have music.

there were so many fewer questions when stars were still just the holes to heaven.

mmhmm.